Bitter feelings

I realized today that i am not happy. At times i can feel just pure hate oozing from my pores. Today was one of those days. I snap at people, inanimate objects, everything. Maybe i just need a vacation from my brain. Its been riding kind of hard as of late. C'mon sweet sassy molassy!

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Against the wall

I didn't realize it had been a month as I was positive I wrote an entry a few weeks ago on my phone. Okay, granted, it was probably like 3am and it didn't make a lot of sense but it still should have posted. Things are swimming along here. Page 18 of #homeopathicdetectiveagency is in the can. I'm also day 2 into taking a facebook vacation. I do need more time in general and that wasn't really helping. I got along fine without it...and I will again. Plus, I need to divert my attention to drawing, studying, and grappling. I still suck. I think the problem is staying aggressive. I tend to lay back too much. That will have to change. If I work more judo (and smarts) into my takedown game, I should have a much better shot. I do have to say, the ATT guys are great. Having the founder, Master Liborio come in last week was simply amazing. That guy is world class and can probably break more bones in my body than I can safely identify. That being said, he was one of the most laid back people I have ever met.