Sunday, December 16, 2012

Very tired

and it's not just because I've been sick the past few weeks. This whole year (at least to me) has been disappointing to the maximum. I've also been to a lot of funerals. (8) Which, is a really high number when you think about it. It's just rather depressing. I have issues with that anyway so it doesn't make it any easier. 
I did just wrap up the homeopathic detective agency for the year so please check that out. My leg is feeling a bit better but I will still probably rest until 2013 for getting (back) into grappling. 
Ho-hum. What else is there to say without sounding too out of it. I've also made the decision to leave town. Not just on a vacation but on a more permanent basis. I haven't been really happy here for a few years but divorce and unemployment kind of slowed down those plans. And as the saying goes, "the only one looking out for you...is you." and that's what's best for you.
It is difficult, as I've had to stop my chinese lessons and that sort of thing. The truth is, my brain was complete shit. I couldn't focus on it. My tutor is a nice person and all but my confusion of friend vs. teacher kept getting in the way and I my learning/absorbing knowledge was suffering from it. Then again, with a clean slate, anything is possible. Which I am going to find in 2013.