Actually it hasn't been all that bad. I've just been under a really dark cloud for a few months. I attribute this to the funerals I've been too but I don't think that's it anymore. I feel like I'm just tired to hitting my head on the glass ceiling. It's just...really difficult for me to want or even try to do that anymore.
The first thought, is why the hell would you do that in the first place?! Maybe being broke for so long has gotten to me but fuck that. No reason to put up with the sheer amount of BS I have to for no good reasons. Also saw on facebook a guy I threatened several years ago. He's apparently a friend of a friend. It was over my ex-wife. The reasons I don't think I'll ever know and after talking to her more I can say that I still love her but don't know if it's been enough time for all those wounds to heal. There were a lot of them. And in case you were wondering, the offer still stands.
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